Yay!!

Today is Hannah Back's Birthday party!!!!!!!!!!!

Well I'm about to leave here soon to go to Rachel's and then they are taking me to Hannah's house! We will PARTY! and yes. In the morning we are going to church and I'm probably staying all day!

Bianca is happy today!

((She is no more than a picture...))

x..:Bianca:..x

So..

Tonight I might be going to the movies with Rachel, maybe Karla? Hannah? I don't know.. if not Rachel and maybe Hannah are going to spend the night.. I know Rachel is.. hm.... then tomorrow is Hannah Back's Birthday Party!!!!!! YAYAYAYYYAYA! Then... OMGSH OMGSH OMGSH! The Mae Concert is next Monday!!!!!

Can you tell I'm excited? hehehe well anyways.. I haven't had the best week... but.. oh well.. I sort of have a headache right now so I might lay down, maybe read.. I don't know.... ouchy..

((Anyone could find her;; no one tries...))

x..:Bianca:..x

I'm in a icon mood!!

Bert a while ago>

Bert now>

still looking good!

Told you I was in the mood for icons............

Happy Valentines Day!

I LOVE YOU!!

I was really bored in Social Studdies class today.. soo... I wrote a poem... it's kinda depressing.. but I like it.. I think it's pretty good..

One Too Many Pictures

I am a girl who is against the world.
One who whishes to be within it.
No one truely understands her,
no one really can see her.
Anyone could find her,
but no one tries.
They can see through her;
fake smiles,
laughter.
Real tears,
cries.
With everything, she has nothing.
She is cold.
Frightened.
Alone.
No more than a picture.
An idea,
of nothing.
Time is not what is needed;
won't change a thing.
She needs...
She needs you?
No.
She never needed anything.
Nothing every again.
Wishes for something,
but nothing ever again.
She was always,
one too many,
no more than a picture.

Ironic how I wrote this on Valentines day huh? Oh well, I was depressed so... ehh.. I'm fine now! Probably going to do stuff arond my house and maybe go to Katie's if I get done in time.

((She was always one too many...))

x..:Bianca:..x

<LMAO!

Hey..

I've had somewhat of a depressing day..

I don't know what's going on with me... I just need... I don't know...

Just.. I feel alone with no one but God. And sometimes I feel like God isn't even there.. and that I can't even go to him for anything even though I know I can go to him for anything and everything.. but.. I don't know..........

I'm just flat out depressed.... and that's basicly it...

((I don't think you really understand;; me))

x..:Bianca:..x

 

I want a Valentine... ♥